You will have to take a deeper look at things to conclude. And no matter how much time you need to decide, trust only some people around you.
You have overcome a lot of difficulties in your past. But make sure you keep going on in future with this behaviour only.
You must feel blessed and deserving of everything that comes your way. A new beginning, happiness, fulfilment, potential, and love is coming your way.
You have to become strong enough to analyse things on a deeper level. It can be in any aspect of your life: emotional, health and relationships.